The anxiety is setting in. I suppose it's time to throw back some of those little white tabs. I hope I have a refill!
Jonah will be admitted next Friday. It just kind of snuck up on me. I feel the anxiety onset and asked myself why this is getting me so wound up. The answer: FEAR.
I'm so afraid that this is the admit that he will have to get the central line placed. He had only ONE vein left last clean out and it was teeny tiny and the team was unsure that even that vein would make the IV. Ugh. I know I know kids them placed and life goes on, but come on! Have you met my wild child??? I will just keep praying that a new, beautiful, virgin vein will appear in the midst of the little glowing blue light AKA the vein finder!
Morgan & Jonah 2008
Jonah's Great Strides Team
About Me
- Jessica
- Isaac and I started dating when I was sixteen years old and a Jr. in high school. We met at the Beach Boardwalk, on one of those warm santa cruz summer nights. We married three years later in the Salt Lake temple. We then kissed our families good bye and moved out to utah to start our new life together. We immediatly wanted to start a family but that just was not in the stars for us. Five years later we were blessed to find out I was finally pregnant. I was only able to carry our baby for thirteen weeks before I miscarried. I was devistated! Our prayers were answered and three months later I was pregnant again and walking on egg shells. In March of 2006 our beautiful Morgan was born. Then eighteen months later our angel Jonah was brought into this world via C-section. Life has been a roller coaster, many ups but this past year many more downs. Today we are learning to live, laugh and love as a family with the challenges that are thrown our way.
Morgan
Jess & Isaac
6/4/01
Morgan at the farm
California
Jonah
Me & Hubby
i am praying for a beautiful glowing new vein for my Jonah.
ReplyDeleteHow long does he stay? Two weeks? If he doesn't stay too long, why do you even need to put a line in? Why can't you just do an IV?
ReplyDeletethe ivs go bad too soon. he is out of veins.
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