Jul 31, 2009


I am so tired. I am not sure how to cure Mr.Jonah of his sleeping problems. I gave in at 2:00am and gave him his Trazadone. Even on Trazadone he woke up at 6:15am. I have let him cry for about 1.5hrs through the night but the end result is bruises in the middle of his forehead and under his chin from banging his face on the crib. On Sunday he even gave himself a bloody lip. He must of forgotten about those teeth! Exhausted is to say the least.

I am so Happy with the progress he is making developmentally. Jonah was at a 10 mo level but these past few weeks I have seen a huge learning spurt in him. He can now imitate you and really recognizes his name. He also has a little sense of humor...now if the kid would just sleep!

Jul 26, 2009

What else can be expected?

I don't know the last time our house hold was this crazy! We have been on the go all week, unfortunately it wont end until late Tuesday afternoon, and with the way it has been going I'm not holding my breath.

Since we have been super busy the house has been neglected...so last night I stayed up and cleaned till 11:30pm I was pleasantly surprised how much easier it was to clean when everyone was in bed sleeping. I put on my ipod and got to work. Well this morning I had Isaac take recycling and the garbage out, while I loaded the kiddos in to the car. When I got home I saw that he pulled some chocolate milk mix out of the garbage (I am on a new read all ingredient's before serving to child kick) He put it high above the cupboards in hopes that I couldn't see the bright Yellow container?? any ways I didn't want it in the house or in my kids bellies so I (against better judgment) put Morgan on my shoulders and had her grab for it. Next thing I know I am covered head to toe in this chocolate powder. I leave Mo on the counter to look at the mess all over the kitchen...I had to laugh. Than take pics. This is just so appropriate. This is honestly how my life has always been. I spend my whole evening deep cleaning, and now I have chocolate powder in every nook and cranny. Uhhhh! At this point it can only be laughable people.

Jonah went in to see the lovely Dr.Pfeffer last week. Leave it to Jonah to switch it up a bit. Usually he has a very crappy right lung. This time his Right sounded nice and clear but his naughty left lung had an exhaled wheeze tagging along. I had a lot of questions answered and I am feeling a little more at eaze. We will see her again in August to plan his admit for September. I won that fast nebulizer on eBay. Now I am anxiously awaiting the knock at my door to receive that beautiful box from the USPS (there is a plug for you mom)


Morgan started her second session of swimming lessons on Monday. She had a complete melt down when she was called to the other side of the pool for her swim lesson. Heaven forbid she had a new teacher....well after a 15 min session of Morgan crying and causing a seen I asked if she could just go back to her old teacher, my wish was granted and off Morgan went into the pool like a mermaid to go see her instructor. I wonder if the name Morgan means Monster in Greek.

Isaac and I have been doing great. We have been doing well with our goal to loose those pounds. Last week we lost a combination of 6 big ones. I have a super high goal this week and I am dead serious so watch out. We went to our friends house for Pioneer Day, and had vegetarian Navajo tacos. We then traveled by foot to see the grand tour of this beautiful Spanish Fork neighborhood. We ended the evening with a fire works show put on by Isaac & Jared. The kids all had a chance to do sparklers too. It was a way fun night. I have come to realize how important events like these really are. It is so hard for me to forget about all the medical stuff, what the future holds, and are overall day to day life. But with moments and friends like the friends we have, they help make the hurt and worry go away...even if it's just for the moment it is so appreciated. It is a chance for us to recharge and gear up for all of our tomorrows.

Jul 14, 2009

Incase you were wondering...

Bronchiectasis In Children

WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW:

Bronchiectasis is a lung condition where your child's bronchi become too wide and build up mucus in them. Your child's bronchi are medium-sized airways (tubes) that carry air in and out of his lungs. Your child's lungs make mucus to trap and remove germs and irritants that he breathes in. The mucus made in his lungs is also called phlegm. Your child's airways are lined with ciliated cells that help move the mucus out of his lungs. With bronchiectasis, your child's airways are damaged and he will have trouble clearing the mucus out. The mucus stays in his airways and germs may grow in it, causing new and repeated lung infections. Over time, this can cause your child's airways to swell, stretch out, and scar.




Bronchiectasis is caused by having repeated infections and inflammation (swelling) in the lungs. Inflammation can be caused by diseases that damage your child's lungs, infections, and immune system problems. Other causes include things that irritate or block your child's airways. Your child may have an ongoing cough, trouble breathing, or cough up large amounts of phlegm (mucus). Your child may feel tired and weak, wheeze when breathing, have sinus or nasal drainage, and chest pain. A chest x-ray, computed tomography (CT) scan, and sputum samples may help learn more about your child's condition. Treatment includes medicines, chest physiotherapy, and possibly oxygen and surgery if other treatments fail. Early treatment may improve your child's symptoms and prevent further damage to his airways.
CARE AGREEMENT:

You have the right to help plan your child's care. To help with this plan, you must learn about your child's health condition and how it may be treated. You can then discuss treatment options with your child's caregivers. Work with them to decide what care may be used to treat your child.

RISKS:

Medicines to treat bronchiectasis may cause an allergic response. The medicines may also make your child dizzy, increase his heartbeat, and cause weight gain and skin problems. If your child needs surgery, he may bleed more than usual and get an infection. If bronchiectasis is left untreated, your child's airways may thicken and fill with mucus. Too much mucus in your child's airways may make it hard for him to move air through them. The pressure in your child's pulmonary artery (blood vessel) may increase and lead to right-sided heart failure. Your child may have chronic (long-lasting or repeated) respiratory failure, life-threatening lung bleeding, and he may die. Ask your child's caregiver if you have questions about his condition, medicines, or care.

WHILE YOU ARE HERE:

Informed consent: You have the right to understand your child's health condition in words that you know. You should be told what tests, treatments, or procedures may be done to treat your child's condition. Your child's caregiver should also tell you about the risks and benefits of each treatment. You may be asked to sign a consent form that gives your child's caregivers permission to do certain tests, treatments, or procedures. If you are unable to give your consent, someone who has permission can sign this form for you. A consent form is a legal piece of paper that tells exactly what will be done to your child. Before giving your consent, make sure all your questions have been answered so that you understand what may happen to your child.

Blood tests: Your child may need blood taken for tests. The blood may be taken from your child's arm, hand, finger, foot, heel, or IV. Blood tests can give caregivers more information about your child's health condition. Your child may need to have blood drawn more than once.

Oxygen: Your child may need oxygen to help him breathe easier. Your child may need a nasal cannula (small tubes placed in the nose) or mask. Many children do not like having these on their face, so caregivers may place the mask next to your child's face. Some children are placed in an oxygen tent or plastic hood. Do not take off your child's oxygen without asking your child's caregiver first.

IV: An IV is a tiny tube placed in your child's vein for giving medicine or liquids. This tube is capped or connected to tubing and liquid.

Vital signs: This includes taking your child's temperature, blood pressure, pulse (counting his heartbeat), and respirations (counting his breaths). To take your child's blood pressure, a cuff is put on his arm and tightened. The cuff is attached to a machine which gives your child's blood pressure reading. Caregivers may listen to your child's heart and lungs by using a stethoscope. Your child's vital signs are taken so caregivers can see how he is doing.

Medicines: Your child may have any of the following:

Antibiotics: Antibiotics may be given to help your child fight an infection caused by a germ called bacteria.


Anti-inflammatory medicines: These are also known as non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drugs or NSAIDs. They may help decrease your child's pain and inflammation. Some NSAIDs may be given to decrease your child's high body temperature (fever). This medicine can cause stomach bleeding or kidney problems in certain people. Always read the medicine label and follow the directions before giving this medicine to your child.


Bronchodilators: Bronchodilators may be given to help open the air passages in your child's lungs to help him breathe easier.


Expectorants: These medicines will help thin your child's sputum (mucus from the lungs). When sputum is thin, it may be easier for him to cough it up and spit it out. This may help your child breathe easier, and may help him get better faster.


Immune globulins: This may be given to help your child's immune system fight infection. Ask your caregiver for more information about how immune globulin medicine may help your child.


Steroid medicine: Steroid medicine may help to open your child's air passages so he can breathe easier.
Tests:

Chest x-ray: This is a picture of your child's lungs and heart. Caregivers use it to see how your child's lungs and heart are doing. Caregivers may use the x-ray to look for signs of infection (such as pneumonia) or other problems.


Fiber-optic bronchoscopy: A bronchoscopy test may be done to look inside your child's airways and lungs. His caregiver will use a bronchoscope to do this test. A bronchoscope is a long tube with a light and magnifying glass on the end. Your child's caregiver may give him medicine for pain or to help him relax during the test. The scope will be put in your child's mouth and down into his lungs. Caregivers may also do a bronchoalveolar lavage (BAL) through the scope. This is when fluid and cells are sucked up from your child's lungs and tested in a lab. Ask your child's caregiver for more information about this test.


High resolution computed tomography scan: This test is also called a CT scan or HRCT scan. A special x-ray machine uses a computer to take pictures of your child's chest and airways. It may also be used to look at other body organs such as bones, tissues, or blood vessels. Your child may be given dye before the pictures are taken. The dye helps your child's caregiver see the pictures better. People who are allergic to shellfish (lobster, crab, or shrimp) may be allergic to some dyes. Tell your child's caregiver if he is allergic to shellfish or has other allergies.


Pulmonary function test: This test helps your child's caregiver learn how well your child's lungs move and work. It also helps your child's caregiver decide on the best treatment for him. During the test, your child breathes into a mouthpiece connected to a machine. The machine measures how much air he breathes in and out over a certain amount of time.


Sputum sample: Your child's sputum (mucus) is collected in a special cup and sent to a lab for tests. The sputum may show what germ is causing your child's illness. It may also help your child's caregiver choose what medicine is best for him.
Treatment options:

Airway clearance techniques: Airway clearance techniques (ACTs) can be used to help loosen mucus in your child's airways. Once the mucus is loose, he will be able to cough it up and out, and he may breathe better. Your child may need to use special devices to help with his ACTs. Doing these therapies on a set schedule may help decrease your child's symptoms quicker.


Airway oscillation: This is a device that works by vibrating your child's airways as he breathes out through it. Your child will need to breathe in and fill his lungs, and hold his breath for 2 to 3 seconds. He then puts the device tightly to his mouth and breathes out normally through it.


Chest wall oscillation: This therapy uses a special vest that your child can wear. It is attached to a machine that causes the vest to vibrate your child's chest.


Percussion: You will need to forcefully pat on your child's back with a cupped hand or soft plastic cup. This is done to loosen mucus that is stuck in his airways. Ask your child's caregiver to show you how to do percussion on your child.


Positive expiratory pressure therapy: PEP therapy uses a device that keeps some air in your child's airways when he breathes out. This helps him prevent trapping mucus in his small airways so he can more easily cough it up.


Postural drainage: This therapy is designed to help drain mucus from different areas of your child's lung. Your child's caregiver will show you to help position your child for this therapy.


Surgery: This is done to remove the damaged part of your child's lung that is causing his symptoms. Surgery is normally only done if treatment with medicines has failed. Ask your caregiver for more information about this treatment.
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The above information is an educational aid only. It is not intended as medical advice for individual conditions or treatments. Talk to your doctor, nurse or pharmacist before following any medical regimen to see if it is safe and effective for you.

Jul 13, 2009

Ebay, I love You!


Well, I have been giving Jonah around the clock neb treatments... Mostly his duo neb. I am finished for the night! Now that he is on all of these inhaled treatments I had to put in a request for a new machine with the doc. The new Machine will run the meds so much faster! Right now all 3 of his inhaled nebs take over an hour... can you imagine being 1 and having to sit in one spot for over an hour with a mask covering your face and blowing mist in your eyes? It's a little much and to top it all off, for 30 of those minutes he is strapped into his vest. I have been so excited about the possibility of having this machine that I totally forgot that some one needed to pay for it. Well I got a call today saying that it will not be paid for by Jonahs insurance...bummer! So I started looking for one on this website I stumbled across a great while ago, that actually trades medical equipment out. I put in a request and will wait to hear back. Then I had the most brilliant of brilliant ideas...EBay! Sure enough I found not one, but two of these miracle machines. I have placed a bid on one and I am keeping an eye on the other.

EBay, I love you!

Is Miley Cyrus speaking to me??

I was very inspired last night as I was getting stuff ready for today to wake up early and hit the gym! I drugged myself with over the counter sleeping meds and hit the sack at 8:00pm. I let Isaac deal with Morgans bed time routine as I took care of Jonahs. I fell asleep until about 2:00am when Jonah woke up and all the fun began. Why won't this boy sleep??? Needless to say when my alarm went off at 5am I did not move from my warm bed. I knew I would later have regrets...and I do. I will do better tomorrow...promise!
Jonah went in to see the doctor and he sounds a bit better, instead of his old man wheeze he now has a faint wheeze. I will take him back in 10 days for a follow up. Until then I need to carry on with all of the meds...except the steroids!! So once again Jonah is not on steroids.
Morgan only has one more swim lesson left. I think I might hold off on signing her up again. Jonah has a hard time waiting for her to be finished and I have been taking them both to the big pool. She loves to swim and so does he.
I am feeling a lot better this week. I have taken a key from none other then Miley Cyrus...yes that's what I wrote. I usually turn the station when she comes on the radio but yesterday I was in a daze and then I heard the lyrics and it was like the heavens opened up and sang:

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

Jul 12, 2009

One of those weeks

I am just having one of those weeks... You know the kind that you just feel frumpy and feel like the world is against you, yeah one of those. I am lucky enough to have Morgan enlighten some moments of the day, like yesterday when we were in the car with the windows down and she started yelling for daddy to roll up the windows because her hair was blowing away, or this morning while I was giving Jonah his treatment and she was riding her trike pretending to need to go to the store and as I gave her my list of things to buy she stoped me and said "crap, where's my keys at." I am pretty sure she was imitating me, then she says "oops forgot my phone." Then I knew she was imitating me. Funny stuff.

I have been on a roller coaster ride with Jonah, I write that as if I had been off the roller coaster. Since my last post the boy has been placed back on steroids. The doc has been closely monitoring him. I hope it is temporary, but he is sounding awful. I have been giving him treatments all day for the past 3 days... I'm telling you it's a lot of work! He will sound really good as soon as he finishes the treatment but I give it 25 minutes before he is wheezing again. It's getting really frustrating for me. He will go back in to see the doctor tomorrow and she will decide if it's time to go up and have him admitted for the long 10-14 days. At this point I am hoping that that's what she will do because I am at a loss of what to do. He is breathing like an old guy who just walked a flight of stairs. I guess we will know more tomorrow.

So Monday night Jonah had the stomach flu, Tuesday I had it, Wednesday Morgan had it and on Friday Isaac had it. Needless to say we have cleaned the entire house and sanitized everything! We even broke out the steam cleaner! I am glad that's all done with.

Jul 6, 2009

Jonah said Mamama!!!!

What a day! Morgan had swimming lessons again and did great! I am so happy that she is the mermaid that she is. I love the water and it's nice to have children who do as well!

Today was Jonah's apt with his pulmonary doc. Not so good. :(
I actually was able to remember all of the meds Jonah is on. That was good! Anywho, I brought to her attention the nightly battle Isaac and I face with this kid...He won't stay asleep. It's okay for him to wake up now and again but 2-6 times a night is getting to be a little much! He cries I run in, he cries, I run in. He cries Isaac runs in (I had to wake Isaac) then he cries again I go in... you get the point. What does this kid want? Ocationaly he has lost his bink and that's what he is whining about, but for the most part, all he wants is to see one of us...and by us I mean he wants only me! She had the most brilliant solution...don't run in ebvery time he cries...It's funny how I used to know all of this...hmmm
she had a fabulous out line of catering this sleeping solution. He cries, I wait 3 minutes... I go into his room check on him and leave. No talking , holding, rocking or feeding. She even said not to find his bink for him! When I asked why she said "there is no reason Jonah can't find it himself." True true. I have become the enabling mom! AHHHHHHH! Jonah has not mastered that special skill of self soothing. For many many months I have ran back & forth from his room to mine checking on him with any whimper, peep, cough and beep.

Tonight it stops...If I am strong enough to handle the tears and the cries coming from his room. The whole plan takes about 4-7 days to go through, but I have been promised that by day 4 there has been an 80% effective rate. I was also promised that day #2 is the hardest...Yay for me! I am so sleep deprived that I have made phone calls I don't remember making, I have sworn up & down that an astroid fell into our side yard and I have been a lazy crazy mama! It has to stop! Tonight is the begining of a new way of life...you feel me? Good.

Jonah has started a me...Yes he sounds like crap once again. This is an inhaled anti biotic. He started it tonight and will continue it for the next 14 days along with his boost of oral antibiotics. I am actualy pleased that this is what we are doing. Surprised by me? I know. The docs first option was to addmitt him for a "clean out." We compirmised. Jonah will do all of his meds + the increased and new med for 2 weeks. We will then go back in and see if he sounds any better. If he does we're good, if not ...well it looks like he will be visiting with some of his nursing buddies on the IMSU!